Monday, July 31, 2006
How Does Cm Look Before Your Perios?
Bin before half an hour and look straight down from the window in my room in the garden. the sky is blue as far as I can see that the sun is high in the sky and the blades of grass blowing in the wind. It is a beautiful picture I get here in the morning.
http://www.artandmusic.ch/d_pages/prod/05/pages/d_hoerproben.html
go here sometimes on it and you invite the song "Life is beautiful" down! All the songs on this page are especially picures though. It's going to a fantastic musical called Line 1
clear is my life sucks and how often you can see in my comments here vorrigen often far from easy but sometimes I'm lookin 'just over this world. God's creation with the millions of plants, animals and the many many very different people amazes me.
right now I can just go down and eat something. Many people is a luxury not given. Something is very unfortunate and it motivates me more and more what to do about it. With God's help, which is already be done.
Will you realize how good it is sometimes then go fucking time passes quickly. Moreover, love is (and thus peace and joy, etc) the only thing that really changed. Hatred destroys forever.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
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I have no desire to lie more and hypocrisy. Not out of fear of this position. I know that God has made me holy.
I do not want to live in this contradiction. I have to decide whether I want to please God or whether I want to please certain people. All the people that are meant to know now modest. I will not dwell on the problems that are on now and I know that my hate and my anger towards these people anything but good.
But I have not tired of things by halves. I can serve God or I can serve these idols that I've created themselves. I'm tired of living a double life as a Christian and as a linker. Either or.
I've decided for God. Far too often I was disappointed with my idols. Far too often I was the worship of "other gods" purely riding in the shit. I will give my life 100% God and no high-flown ideas more.
And I'll say it again. I want to love my enemy. I want the love of my skin in the face. And I will also love the Nazis. I want to love the child fucker. I want to love the murderer. I want to go out into the street and people look at that I accept and assume. I do not want me fucked up on a bus and looking extra NEN place of the most free. I do not want to be more bitter and hateful. I am looking for friendship. Adoption. Love. But if I'm not ready to give all that I can not expect to get it. God has so generously bestowed me with love. It borders on the worst self-centeredness that love not to pass on. I want to give love.I hope it works somehow!